Monday, September 03, 2007
Meis' ar, got one question for you, are you still the mei that i know when i first met you? Feels that its only for that 1 or 2 month, yet i took so long to understand. Maybe i always put too much into relationships, tai zhi zhuo. It has been years i thought that you are my mei's, but since when any of these mei in any point of their life remember me this so called kor. I failed to underfstand that these mei and kor thingies are only 4 fun, fashion, for a moment of spice up in life, and when spice's over, no more. everything's over.Stupid am i to put it in the way you will always be my mei... Stupid am i to continue to think that they are still my godsis for the rest of my life when the spice is over... am i not more than a stranger to them actually. when caling me kor is already a tired thing to do, or only for some moment of spice after a long time not remembering me . IS this what you call your godbrother and godsis in today's world? Tts nothing more than an entertainer.
Ganmei / Gange, should be sort of sworn siblings sworn brothers, why are ppl treating like some entertaining stuffs.. MAybe my mei's think that i am just one of their many kors that just do this for fun. OR should i say this trend is just for fun yet i dunt realise. What kor and mei, its just for fun, its not serious, just call for fun de.. isnt it? Are those mei and kors that u mention here and there really your kor and mei, think? will you really risk your life for them when they need help. or do you think your so called kor/mei will?No , most of you guys wunt, you just seek the fun, you called them mei you called them kor, so sweet, so warmth, for a moment of fun, but you seek not the responsibility, and this is what i despise in you ppl.
maybe my meis already forget me 90% of the time, but is there anyone that truly see this as a real relationship? i hope this is not the case for all my meis. OR maybe i am the crazy one, why would anyone think of such relationship as serious right? but... at least i does like to give al my meis a lifetime warranty not a one month garantee. hmm? too naive? perhaps..
It is not an act to make me look better, but i feel that this is generally the trend, and its accepted by alomost everybody. Feel that its quite wrong and fake...
No offense, but this is what i feel this moment, yupx.. perhaps i am wrong?
- it's me.
