Thursday, November 23, 2006
okayx.. Dun feel like blogging nowadays.. hmm...but today exceptional.. last week went out with huiwen and anne. Combed vivocity and went to Orchard. OR is it orchard? mm somewhere with Far east plaza.. hmm? lalala what an orchard idiot.. hahahax....So.. i am going on with my life basically with only one thing bahx.. which is confidence. I believe it will lead me somewhere one day, far ahead, say around half a year later at least....
yarx, as some of you guys have heard that i am gg to withdraw from the school, its true. And the thing is i am going to poly, but rest assure i will try my best not to really end up 3 years there.
At least pace there is slower, could slow down my steps and see what's happening around me more clearly.At least, i can do the things in my way, and leave those bugging teachers behind the jc.
Hmm... its a shame that i didn promote, its a shame that teachers been scolding me for my pw and so on... but so what? the are just biased. For the same things others might have done , and so obvious you are the one being scolded. For the things that you have done, its not recongnised at all and just put into others credits.
And the thing that i felt from the ppl around me is that, everybody thinks first for themself. ITs like if i am fine, who cares about you. And i can feel that there are ppl who are just happy over my plight. But ..yarx, it just doesnt prove anything. I just seemed lousy, because of the nasty things that come out from those biased ppl, who just view one's academic results as his character. Why would these ppl have the thought that i and jiageng did nothing in pw just because the bastard leader complain that we didnt. Isnt it our academic attitude and results that leads to the direct conclusion. Why not you(bastard) let an expert do an evlauation on our pw work, and let him tell me that i did nothing? Even the teacher function in this way, what more can i say?
The leader called me and jiageng to get out of the group.
Let me tell you why i didn flared up right at the moment.
Because i know quarrel in a group doesnt progress the work in any way.
Just beacause the work's not done well, you call your member's to get out of the group?
Just this, you are no fit to be a leader. And the person who should get out of the group is none other but you. You should be thankful that i didn tell you off right away. At least i know what should do at a appropiate timing, you should be ashame of yourself to call yourself a leader of our group.
Ppl who are looking at his now, whether friends or not. If you are going to judge this matter, dun let my failure in academic let you misjudge my character. Dunt let my failure in academic makes you thinks that the other party is the right. Always complain to the baised teacher and make herself correct, how more capable is she? She is nothing but a bastard. Really, a bastard.
She makes me and jiageng almost withdraw from pw, repeatly calling us to get out of the group,
Jiageng call me to keep my cool, when i almost shouted at the teacher for his ignorance. As a teacher, apart being biased against the matter, not judging it into the exact situation, just making conclusion that we are wrong, we are also called to withdraw from pw if we are not interested. YEah.. how more biased can he be right? If you ever sees this, let me ask you how much do you know about what happen that leads you to conclusion that we are not interested and we did nothing. The reason why i didn scold you back for your foolishness is because you are my teacher. Not that i am afraid to lose face or what, you just tarnish my image for things that i didn do. Can you feel my anger at the time that i want to withdraw from pw? Do you?
You told me that i wunt survive in poly as well for sure, if i cant survive in jc. LEt me correct you that you are wrong. Not just simple as gg to poly, i have further plans, but now its not the time to announce. And that continuing the jc life is not doing anything good to me that could bring me back on the oringinal track. I know what i am doing.This sentence contains all i want to say to all my decisions now as for my future. I have all the confidence as usual , as before.
All that i need is support, so dunt question me anymore and try to help me in all ways you can if you are a friend of mine. I need at least half a year to bring me back to the oringinal track but at a further distance than once i before stopped.
- it's me.
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Wenzi doggie. Lazy piggy. But such a cutie.- it's me.
YEEEWW! =)
Why did i place my face so close the cam.. geex! Screwed..but happy =)
- it's me.
hmm... muah and anne went to huiwen house today! took some pics... ok.. pls..dun look at me in this pic.. look screwed up..
okokiex.. anne and huiwen looks pretty.. but why do i look so funny.. GRRxx.. i shall make myself photogenic somehow. geex! =)
btw.. this is huiwen room
- it's me.